4:50 p.m. | 2007-01-08
If I Just Lay Here
I can still smell him on my sheets.
The consistency of his visits has made me as happy as I am with the color of his skin (like lightly creamed coffee). He's sweet, and thoughtful, and doesn't ask before he kisses me.
This is new for him.
The way he holds me and wants me close and asks if he can stay over (instead of me sensing it and telling him that he can ifm he wants). He brought an overnight kit last week, how prepared, and asked for a drink the other night.
He smiles and tells me I'm beautiful and is thankful for christmas gifts. He feels different before and whether or not I'm supposed to be in this spot -- I'm loving it.
Every second of it.
