9:34 a.m. | 2005-12-24
I Really Should Archive
This year will end up like the rest. Little varies.
I've been invited to a friend's for christmas but I don't think I'll be able to pull myself there. It was an informal invite, not by those in charge, and I'm sure I'll smile and laugh and pass the salad but I know in my heart I'll be aching for when I can have this. For when I can have a family of my own who will do these things right (not fly off to Mexico with every member of the family except me and not even offer for me to come).
But for now I'll spend it alone.